i don't mean to sound dramatic, but i'm leaving to Singapore for a student's exchange programme tomorrow, and even though it's a country only about 7 hours away, this is going to be my very first time leaving home for four months straight.
today has been a bit crazy. i finished my final paper this morning at 10.30am, and boy was i relieved. i had to take six papers this semester but it has been quite a fruitful and fulfilling semester. i'm not very sure what i learned in certain subjects but for most, i think i learned quite a lot (albeit not remember all the things i learned).
the excitement was still present in the morning, but as night fell and i came back to pack the rest of my luggage, emotions got the best of me and i got a little frustrated because of my mom. long story short, kids never win arguments with adults--even if they get the chance to, they won't. i won't, at least.
funny how my emotions went all over the place today. from getting excited to being pretty depressed, frustrated and even angry at some points. can't believe i'm spending my last day in Malaysia feeling like this. i won't let it slide though. i should be fine soon.
anyways, here are some songs i've been listening to :
p/s: sorry, i mean to write something better but right now it's just not working for me.
2 comments:
You are going to be okay, and everything is going to be okay. I'm sorry that your last day in M'sia had to be so stressful/frustrating, and there WILL be more days like this in Singapore when you feel lonely or homesick or overwhelmed.
But you're also going to have tonnes of new experiences and meet so many new faces and learn things (both in the classroom and out) that you probably never will in UM.
So yes, it's going to be difficult but you are going to do it and you are going to look back on these 4 months and you are going to be so glad you went through it, and you will be fine. Actually no - you will be AMAZING.
p.s that One Direction cover is super syok, I like.
thanks Vanessaaaaaaaa (':
and yeah, 1D has some decent songs sometimes. hahaha. then people make pretty good covers of them. :D
will be posting more updates from NUS in the next 4 months. thanks again (':
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