what have you done?

teakets.

never have i put myself on the front line like this, surrendering my heart to friends and trusting them almost a hundred percent. never have i felt a relationship so close, like family, on campus, until this semester. 

what have you done?

what is it that made me open up like it's so easy?

that i can now share my problems with people so much more easily because of them.

because of you, i am braver.

because of you, i am bolder.

because you told me so.

i don't know what else to say, other than thank you and thank You.

You, for orchestrating all of this to happen,

and you, for being a part of my journey. 

i'm still learning so much from you.

all of you.

and i think, 

i can't let go.

what have you done?

this is tugging on to my heartstrings too tightly. 

i'm knotted into your lives now.

we're all tied together.

what have you done?

i feel

vulnerable.

but for you, my dear

i shall be so.

merry Christmas, love.