Sunday vibes.

it was a rather different Sunday today, because after everyone had left, i didn't rush to leave. i had time to walk around and explore the place and just be with friends. it was the kind of Sunday i always looked forward to. the kind where you're able to unwind without really noticing, and talk to just a couple of people about different stuff. i've always hated the rush to finish lunch and end Sunday there. we always ate in larger groups, in order to accommodate everyone, which is something i'm able to understand, but certainly not something i thoroughly enjoy.

yet today, it was different.

as i reached home with a friend who wanted to do a shoot with me in my room, and as we sat down, prepared ourselves for the shoot, we just fell into a kind of Sunday vibe that's so indescribable. it's the exact kind of feeling i get when somebody combs my hair, or touches my head very gently; it lulls you to sleep, yet you don't really want to go to sleep, and you're there, in this in-between reality, where everything feels pleasant and wonderful and joyous.

yeah, i really just wanted to write about how i feel when somebody combs my hair.

kristeen said i'm like a cat.

i don't deny it.

this is basically me.