do you register that sinking feeling in your stomach, when you know you can barely look into someone's face because you've disappointed them? and, are you able to relate to that other feeling, when you look at this group of people who are so infinitely passionate about the thing they do together, and you feel like you cannot compete with that strong emotion, that you are unable to feel the same?
disappointing someone else, is far worse than being disappointed.
it's exactly like losing someone's faith/trust/belief in you, and now you have to earn it all back, gain it back from them, look them in the eyes and show them you can, and that you won't disappoint anymore. you won't break their hearts no more. you will try. you will try till you bruise and bleed, you swear. you will not let Fear take over again. you will believe in Him who believes in you.
look what God has made you into, look what God wants you to become.
look, and listen closely.
He wants you to step into the fire, transform into something brand new.
He wants you to be new, with Him by your side.
so listen, so listen.
and move.
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