turn to You.

good news, bad news, news, in general.

1. my friend got me The Fault In Our Stars by John Green for not much of an apparent reason(not that i am aware of), and i feel extremely blessed. even though i know i probably won't have time to read that.
2. going out with my friends make me realize that i am becoming a somewhat stingy person. i keep saying i want to buy things but when i see stuff i want i have a hard time deciding if it's the right thing to buy.
3. church has been a whirlwind of serving and camp and inspirational moments. i'm tired but it's the good sort of tired. the kind of tired that when you lay down on your bed, you think of the things you did today and smile.
4. one of my course mates is going to pursue law. although she is only switching courses within UM, coming from completely different college residences and none of the same clubs, it's going to be a lot tougher to actually see her around often. she goes for her first law classes on Monday. life is hard. (i'm happy for her that she's finally going to do what she really loves, but still sad that she won't be around us as often anymore)
5. i've volunteered to be part of the All Out team, but now that my friend is going to the law faculty, i'm not sure if she's going to be able to help out there with me anymore.
6. U-Turn fast and prayer begins this Saturday and i am praying for a personal breakthrough. it's nothing much for God(well, nothing is ever much for Him), but it means the world to me. it would feel like rebirth.
7. i still haven't spent my book vouchers. 
8. i want new caps/hats. 
9. i'm dancing tomorrow and i don't know what to wear.
10. PTBC is happening next Thursday and i am going to be an emcee for the first time in my entire life. speaking Mandarin Chinese. in a cheongsam. in heels. possibly make-up.
11. choir is happening on the Sunday after PTBC. oh choir.
12. i have entirely forgotten about the fact that i need to design for Acts PJ.
13. life is a mess right now. a literal mess, because the good stuff and the bad stuff are all mixed together all over the place. i'm not entirely sure what to feel except thanksgiving. 

God, i'll turn to You when i am unsure.