away.

until today, it had never really dawned upon me that we speak the way we speak, and we act the way we act, all because of how we're brought up. i didn't mention the words 'parents' because i believe it is more than our parents who has influenced us as children. (although they did do most of the work) so really, your entire being, it is mostly affected by the people you grew up around. you are, in fact, a combination of a number of people's traits, plus the ones you got from your parents. 

yeah.

truth is, i haven't been writing because well, i can't.

there's nothing much i can produce lately. nothing of the creative outlet. none. 

everything feels like an obligation as of late, and i have only been dragging myself to do certain works. assignments are piling up, i am trying to deal with them while dealing with myself. this self that i do not know so well. 

stuck, is what i am.

and i didn't want to bring forth these emotions too much in here. 

so i'm signing off now.

don't worry, i'll be alright soon enough.